Hope your week has started well. I started mine by working out. Good for the mind and not just the body. I sometimes have too much energy, and unless I burn it off, I get agitated easily…
Looking at the picture and realize I need to go to the beach and catch some sun!
Then shooting all kinds off stuff. Maybe it got too hot cause the power went off again. Luckily it only lasted for an hour and then it was back on.
When I was young my biggest insecurity was my feet. They grew like 5 times as fast as the rest of my body. I had the same size I have now in like 4th grade, but I was shorter. I remember we had statistics in our math class in 6th grade. We where all suppose to say our shoe size to our teacher. Fuck that! I lied and said I was a 7 instead of a 9,5. So funny that now my big feet are appreciated and people want pics and videos of them! Imagine if I’d known that in 6th grade!
Unfortunately the water went out in San Juan last night. Since I’ve prepped a little, I now have water stored in big jugs so no panic. Just no shower. This morning water is back so the baby wipes can rest 😉
How’s your weekend going? I really haven’t done much. Grocery shopped and bought some storage bins. I moved to Puerto Rico with 2 suitcases, and I could probably fill at least 10 today.
Yesterday we went to Gusto’s to read and get more caffeine. I walked by a girl who I thought looked so Swedish. When I sat down outside, she sat outside too. And guess who it is? The Swedish actress Malin Akerman! I love her in the series ‘Billions’. Can’t be shy in life so I walked over and said hi. She’s beautiful and was really nice. Apparently she was working on a script. Maybe I should’ve said I have some experience in acting, and asked for a part? Hahhaaaa… Should’ve asked for a pic, but totally forgot. If I see her again I’ll ask 🙂
That’s about the biggest happening this weekend for me. Now pouring rain outside, and I’m at another cafe working 🙂
YAY, at 2am last night power came back to our block! The air conditioning kicked in and I was finally able to sleep kind of normal. I’ve been sleeping on a sheet on the floor, with a pillow under my hipbone, because it’s the only place that’s been slightly cool! Like when the water was gone for 4 days, you don’t really get how comfortable it is to just press on/off on a light switch. And coffee! Just being able to make coffee at home is a luxury. A little worrisome that some people just now have been reporting loss of power again. We still have it, but there was just a tremor 30 min ago that Google says was 5.2. But I stay hopeful 🙂
Went to the gym this morning. Practicing my pull ups on the rings now. Goal is 5 in a row. Loooong way to get there…
Shot some content today too when I could power up my lamps and have some AC and fans on! I might melt the internet otherwise 😉
A couple of pics when I used every candle I could find and the flashlight to have some light at home 🙂
Our street with only the lights at the end of it working…
Been eating out everyday and found a great co-working space with lights, AC and wifi…
Yesterday I went to Jaime so he could fix my hair. Love the pink! Maybe pretty obvious…
Now going to watch TV with AC blasting 🙂 What’s your plans for the weekend?
Today I talked to a Swedish production company about participating in a TV show where they interview different people. A show about interesting people, so I guess I am interesting, or at least my choice of profession seems to be.
One thing that I frequently get asked (also today on the phone) is “why choose to do porn”? One of the most frequent misunderstandings is that it’s something someone just ended up in. Or that I had no other options. I have come across a lot of people who have a hard time processing that porn can be something you actually choose to do. Freely without anyone forcing you. Even if you have other options. I can truly say I have no friends or know of anyone who didn’t choose porn for themselves.
Let me ask you. Are you happy with your job? I’ve recently come across only one other person (outside porn) who said she had her dream job. She was working for the captain on a large ship that transports oil around the world.. She will be captain one day. Very cool. Most people you talk to are somewhat unsatisfied with their job. It might be stressful, not enough salary, co-workers suck (not literally) etc. I can say that I have always been happy to go to work! Yes, I’ve been tired or I complained about my script being too long (anyone really care about the dialogue?), but I’ve never been bored, that’s for sure hahhahaaaaa…
My only regret is that I didn’t start earlier. I started when I was 27. I’ve been a late bloomer in most things in life. I chose porn out of free will and never regretted it. Yes, it was a tough one to tell my family. There were no standing ovations for my choice of career. Luckily they are great, and understanding this is what makes me happy.
So why porn? Except from the obvious of loving sex, I love being in front of the camera, and getting paid well! I have always been able to choose when I want to work and when I want to take time off. I’ve been lucky to work around the world, with great companies and people. I’ve also had fun attending award shows, even though I never managed to win LOL… Danced and performed around the world, and met many great fans! I have made a lot of friends, and got to eat a lot of free pizza on set hahahaaa…
Things are even better now. I can make all that dough from home now. I will make another post on how porn has changed shortly 🙂
Other than that I can report that our street still has no power. Some blocks have gotten their power back, but not us. Hardest part is sleeping with no AC. My favorite coffee shop Gusto’s around the corner is running on a generator so get my coffee though! Mucho importante!
My reading light at night is a flashlight taped to the bed. You get creative!
Woke up last night with the bed shaking. It took a while before realizing what was happening. There were aftershocks in the morning as well. All good, even though there’s no electricity on the whole island. Thankfully a few places have generators, so I got breakfast and am now working at a co-working place. The word is that the power is supposed to be turned on later, but who knows. Took this pic from a WhatsApp group I’m in. Water and gasoline for portable cookers are running out.
Last night we went to celebrate Three Kings Day at Cristian’s family’s house. It was so much fun! A lot of people, food, and drinks. Made an effort to communicate in my broken Spanish, and managed pretty well. People here are so nice and really try to make conversation.
I did skip the mix of intestines… Supposedly really good, but I’m not quite that experimental 🙂
They even had Josef & Maria and the Three Kings make an appearance. There was a lottery, and I’m very lucky when it comes to lotteries. Guess who won? MEEEE… Won a handmade plate from a local artist!
They have this drink for the holidays called Coquito. A rum drink based on coconut. They also added pumpkin. It was like drinking a milkshake – too good. Ended up getting a bottle of it for home!
Such a fun night among great people!
I was also shooting some stuff before leaving. What’s your preferred drink? Beer, Champagne, Rum, wine, vodka, or something else?
Since we can’t cook at home and I saw Domino’s being open on the way – I predict there will be pizza tonight hahahaaaa..
It’s so horrible to read and see images from the fires in Australia! Can’t even start to imagine the situation they are in. People and animals leaving their homes and some have no escape! Volunteers fighting the fires with firefighters. They are writing that around 500 million animals have been killed! Take a minute to imagine yourself in that situation they are in right now…
Yesterday I donated to an animal rescue in Australia. Don’t know why it took me so long! I hope you’ll read this and also decide to donate. Urge your family and friends to donate too! I think everyone can spare something and every little or big donation will help.
Not sure if there are any hockey fans here? Right now the Junior Hockey Championships are happening. The final game is between Russia and Canada tonight. Finland played Russia yesterday and lost. The good thing in that is that they got to play Sweden today. Sweet rivalry between these two. I named myself Puma Swede even though I have Finnish ancestry. Puma Finn doesn’t sound as catchy! And in Swedish ‘finne’ also means a zit. Very sexy – NOT! Anyways… When it comes to sports, especially hockey, my family and I are diehard Finland supporters! If Finland wins and they play the national anthem, my mom opens her balcony door outside of Stockholm and blasts it out for all of her neighbors to hear hahahaaaa… Well, today Sweden %*@!~ took the bronze and Finland ended 4th. Perkele!
I love the fact that in Puerto Rico you can go and swim even if it’s winter. The water is warmer than it is in Sweden, even during summer. Took my new bikini from Malibu Strings and made Andrew take some pics. Sometimes he thinks he can just lie down and read, well, too bad! There are pics to be taken first!
While in the mood I took care of a couple of custom videos too… Tried my best to look innocent as was requested!
Now having coffee in one of the only good coffee shops open here on Sunday. Tomorrow we been invited to celebrate the Three Kings Day holiday at a friends house. Look forward to it 🙂
We were in Sweden all of July. Decent summer weather for the most part so it was the usual partying, swimming, dinners, BBQ’s with friends and family. First thing always is to go to mom’s for her homemade meatballs with lingonberry jam!!!
My friend Karina has an amazing summer house by the lake. With luck it’s over 50 Fahrenheit in the lake in the summer 😉 Otherwise there’s a sauna and as a Finn, me and my sister always make them heat it up for us. Yes, even in the summer!
Blondes have more fun. Or at least these are more crazy hahhaaaa… With Carro and Katrin you never know how or where the night out ends!
Sometimes I have to work a little too. Had some fun photoshoots and love the Cuda car. Almost as cool as the Ford Puma I named myself after!
Always on the prowl for BIG melons!
Or ice-cream…
And just being my fabulous self…
August
Karinas birthday celebration…
Some other celebration. My sister loves feathers and insisted on everyone to be a bit less boring. Well, Andrew (with feathers of course) and Nelly the cat passed out on the couch. Party poopers! Some just can’t handle Swedish snaps LOL
Swedish paper reports about my plans on sex education…
From Sweden back to Bali… Linda came to visit and somehow we crashed into a rice field with the moped. The locals laughed their asses off. We agreed that it’s good to make people laugh. Don’t be too serious unless you break bones!
Probably still laughing from our crash…
More moped-ing, training, Diana visiting too and looking to get blown…
Oh, and cupping. I love it and recommend it if you got tight spots!
September
Still in Bali. In Bali you wear Bali panties! Sometimes a dress too..
For my birthday, (I’m still around 35 something), we went to Penida Island. Really cool place and really liked staying in the treehouse.
My sister came down. One of my favorite travel partners, and we’ve been all over the world together.
I found Swedish cheez doodles and ate the bag faster than you can say cheez doodles!
Hiking, feeding monkeys, and wearing a great push up bra 🙂
October
Back to Puerto Rico. Had so many packages that amazing and kind fans sent me for my birthday.
Catched up with Masha the Russian and her Frenchie Nina on the beach…
Spent more time on the beach…
Moved to a new place and shopped for furniture. I like cheezy & shiny things. Andrew did not agree to buy this bed hahahaaaa..
Fixed my teeth. Found the best dentist here in PR!
Saw my first classical concert performing music to a Charlie Chaplin movie. Very cool!
Me being me, doing what I do…
November
More is more. Less is not more. More pink please!
Missed my friend Sandy, her kids and family, so I flew to LA. Hanging out with friends, shooting, drawing with the kids, partying, and a lot of coffee from my favorite coffee places in LA!
Back to PR. Had 4 days with no water in town. Kind of realize how much you are in need of water and how we take it for granted. Thankfully baby-wipes are almost as good as a shower hahahaaa…
More coffee from Gusto’s. This cool ass cat just strolled in and hung out even though he was escorted out like 5 times…
Great Thansgiving with new friends!
And babysat Nina while mommy made town. Love her!
December
Well, that was like last month so just scroll down and you can see what I was up to 🙂 Highlights where going to St Barts and obviously spending Christmas home in Sweden!
Hope you enjoyed my recap of 2019. Oh, and here are my 9 most liked pics on Instagram.
Now I’m gonna eat a bucket of Ben & Jerry’s. Flavor Phish Food because I saw them in live in Vegas and it was awesome!
…but someone has got to do it 😉 With the holidays (and parties) I had a long list of custom videos to shoot. Shot a couple in Swedish, most in English, and even got to play a stepmom and a nurse. If you need me Steven Spielberg, I’m right here!
Didn’t get my last 6 months of 2019 put together today. Instead I’m showing you my ass at the gym yesterday. Andrew said around 10am that he was going to the gym. -“Whaaaat?!?! They’re not open the day after New Years!” Well, Andrew had called and unfortunately for me, they were open! Pulled myself together and off we went. And I did feel amazing after 🙂
This was me looking towards 2020 on a walk on New Years Eve…
Even tried to sparkle a little on New Years…
But couldn’t resist the bed at 11pm. Only heard the fireworks at midnight and that was enough…
I bought some Swedish candy for some friends here in Puerto Rico to taste. I even hid it from myself. Now I think I will have to dig that candy bag out and finish it! They won’t even know I had candy for them hehheeee…
…last year? I went through my photos and made a short recap from Jan 2019-June 2019. Hopefully have the other 6 months of the year ready by tomorrow. I love going through pics and getting a throwback of what I’ve been up to. Realized that the best parts have been friends & family visiting us here in PR. Sophie Dee was first. Great time and I hope she comes back this year 🙂
January
In Puerto Rico there’s a big party (there’s always a party for something) in Old San Juan to finish off Christmas and the holiday season. Went with Masha from Russia 🙂
I liked the first pic so included it and in the second pic I make empanadas for the first time! So good! Don’t mind the tits LOL
February
Our friend Emily came visiting from San Francisco. For some reason I think someone being on the toilet is a perfect Kodak moment hahhaaaa…
Participated in my first Chinchorreo. Basically on Sundays people go around Puerto Rico from bar to bar drinking, dancing, and eating empanadas. There are bars everywhere! Our gym had rented a bus and we went around all day, up in the mountains, and sometimes I don’t even know where we were. But there were drinks so who cares!
In the end of February we went to Costa Rica. I hope to go back there and stay longer. Been once before and it seems like there’s a lot more to explore! Amazing beaches and hikes.
March
From Costa Rica we flew straight to Bali. It was like 2 days of traveling! But Bali was worth it!
It was even worth having this monkey pee on my backpack at the monkey Sanctuary in Ubud hahhaaaa…
April
Was supposed to go back to PR from Bali, but flew straight to Los Angeles. Filmed a mini documentary about my life based on my book. Also filmed me participating in Nude Art LA show which was very naked hahahaaa… Just the way I love it! And the funniest shoot was me and Sandy playing superheroes. We had to reshoot bunch of times cause we just cracked up laughing!
Also when in LA I shot with Cherie DeVille for the first time. Wow, what a cool chick! So down to earth and funny as fuck.
And one of her dogs was just as cool!
From LA i continued to Sweden. They’ve realized my greatness in Sweden finally and named a tram station after me. Kind of…
Shot some more in Sweden and partied it up with the girls at Club Prive. Stockholms best strip club that I love to party at!
One of my last days in Stockholm we decided to sneak in to a public swimming pool and shoot some nudes. Even though we were there at 6am, we got caught. Ooops… Luckily they where cool and a smootch can get you far 🙂
May
My friend Diana came to Puerto Rico from Sweden. A lot of adventures and visited Vieques island for the first time. Wow, what a place. Beautiful beaches and horses running around the whole island!
Also did Gilligan’s Island in the south, Ocean Park and always at least one party 🙂
I had my first mammography. A little tricky with big ass implants, but they didn’t inflate them hahhaaaaa…
June
Took a trip to New York. Love NYC and great to see Amy Andersson. You always crack up when hanging with her! Also did some gymnastics, saw Brooklyn, Metropolitan Museum of Art and had dinner and drinks with friends.
Then my sister and friend Linda came to visit PR. Sightseeing, beaches, snorkeling at Icacos – an other great island right outside PR.
Masha had a surgery so I helped her recover by putting a wig on her and obviously dressing the part of a nurse myself!
Was suppose to fly to Florida and connect to Sweden, but…. The plane was delayed so ended up going back to NYC for a night and flying from there the next day 🙂
That was pretty much my first 6 moths of 2019. Like I said, the rest of the year is hopefully coming 🙂
