I have to keep reminding myself that I’m very well off with food to eat, a roof over my head, and air conditioning (yes, very important here in Puerto Rico)! We’re still in our old apartment, and on Saturday the internet gave up! I’ll insert a curse in Finnish here – Perkele! Yes, it’s not the end of the world, but it’s very inconvenient when most of our work is online. We set up a connection through our phone hotspot, and in the evening we got a message from Google that they’ve billed us over $100, and are now slowing down the connection on our phones. No worries, chill and go out to eat a graze-board, and drink wine instead 🙂
Yesterday Masha the Russian came over for a break from her medical studies, and we ate brunch.
Took a walk by the lagoon too this weekend…
Usually we would watch a series at night before bed, but it’s impossible to stream using the hotspot now, so I spent the night reading. Almost done with an amazing book now. It’s very sad though, and I cried reading it, so I want to be done with it. You’ll get a review as soon as I’m done because I still recommend it 🙂
I almost forgot to tell you that I found (corrupted) a girl to help me shoot pics and videos now. She’s supercool, and I don’t think she’d even be shocked by me saying she needs to participate. Oh wait, that might be my imagination running a bit wild hahhaaaa…
Today after my workout I sent a message to our landlord to please please please fix the electricity at the new apartment and internet where we stay now. We can take bets on how many days it’s going to take… I’m at a cafe now trying to work, and hiding the nudes and dirty messages hahahaaa…
I love scrolling through old pics and seeing what I’ve been up to and where in the world I’ve been. Old pics also show how looks have changed (not always for the best), and how I’ve moved from Sweden to LA, and then San Fransisco. I eventually went nomad and lived in Bangkok, New Zealand, Colorado and Puerto Rico for now. Love the memories made with friends and family! Picked out some #flashbackfriday pics for you 🙂
Visited the Facebook offices while I lived in SF…
AVN award show in Vegas a few years ago… Fake nails, fake tan… Fake it till you make it as they say 😉
Always love a good party, and I don’t half-ass it when I do it 😉 Luckily I have great partners in crime 🙂 Sandy & Cindy…
Nice glasses, but why so mad bro hahahhaaaa…
Another pic from AVN when I was signing for Naughty America! Amazing times! I think it was when I also thought it was fashionable to bleach your eyebrows. Fashion vs Puma 1-0 LMAO.
The release of my book “My Life as a Pornstar” in Sweden… Half expected a Pulitzer prize nomination for this masterpiece, but still waiting. You read it right?
Afterparty (and too many shots) in Bangkok…
I remember liking the pictures from the shoot so much… I look pretty damn adorable, right?
Even I’m not sure what’s going om here…
A Kodak moment according to me, but not sure if my friend Karina agrees hahahaa…
New Zealand where I’m pretty sure I’ll go again! One of my favorite places in the world! Overnight hiking and sand dunes…
Noa Noa Island was another paradise!
Healthy living has always been a big part of my life…
Hmm….
Leaving you with this image because I was happy with it too 🙂
Gonna have some wine now, and start watching the third season of ‘True Detective’!
I wish it actually looked like these pictures when I wake up. Like in the movies when ladies wake up with perfect locks and light make up, supposedly to look natural and newly awoke with sexy sleep wear on. I took these pics earlier for a video, because in real life when I wake up it’s like I’ve spent an hour in a tumble-dryer, pillow marks all over my face, and naked because of the Puerto Rican heat!
Yesterday Masha (the Russian) and her dog Nina (the Frenchie) finally came over to catch up! My first friend here in Puerto Rico, and she’s funny, smart, and studying to become a doctor! Yesterday she told me how they had to wash and shave a dead person to prepare for further ‘examinations’ on him. Made me think if I should donate my body when dead for medical studies? Glad if my body can help in the search for a cure for some disease… Hmm, something to consider! We went to the beach and it was so nice because it had cooled down…
Shooting some custom videos today and waiting for a mattress plus furniture delivery. Still in our old apartment hoping we can finally move in to the new place this week!
Leave you with some more ‘natural’ pics from my everyday life 😉
I love the beaches here in Puerto Rico! Being jet-lagged and still living out of the same suitcases (still no power in the new apartment) I’ve been living out of for 3 months, the beach was nice relaxation.
Found our first piece of furniture, a couch, at Marshalls on Thursday night right before they closed. Just assumed they would deliver it, but nope. Managed to “hire” a nice guy at the store to help us, and at 9pm we loaded the couch on his truck and drove to our place. The next 2 hours were a nightmare. The new apartment is on the 4th floor, with no elevator and the stairs are tighter than a clenched butthole! The couch got stuck once, and we were pushing, pulling, tilting, sweating, BUT we and the couch made it! This is my bra after, and it’s not from my implants leaking…
Yesterday we went mattress shopping. One of the most important things because you spend so much of your life on it. Tested a bunch and decided on a Tempur-Pedic one. Super comfy for sleep and other activities 😉
After breakfast & coffee this morning I was ready to come home, shower, and shoot some stuff. Well, we got back home and the water is out. After some research and WhatsApp-ing we found out the water was cut out all over town. This due to a man falling into a hole in the ground with water up to his neck, suing the city, and now it’s being fixed. So fingers crossed there will be water tomorrow or I guess the ocean will do 🙂
Nothing better than coming home and having your PO Box full of presents! I know it’s supposed to be more fun to give, but hey, I admit I like to get surprises and presents more hahahaaa… I had my birthday when in Bali, so most of these gifts were from fans who thought I deserved to be spoiled – Thank You, I agree 🙂
I read about little kids getting millions of views, and dollars too, by posting videos of them opening presents on YouTube. So here you get me, although I’m not a kid, I’ve played MILF a few times, opening presents 🙂
Got like a whole new wardrobe, even though a bit skimpy, with everything from jewelry, shoes, tops, bikini, lingerie and cover ups! I’m good to go, and thank you to all you who sent me presents 🙂
Gonna sit down and order furniture now since I have none and the new place is totally empty…
After flying across the globe we finally made home last night! We flew to Moscow first, and a young guy was arguing with the steward and stewardesses about 60% of the trip. He was sitting across the aisle from us. The crew was so nice, even though the guy was shouting and pointing with his finger in their faces. The argument was in Russian so I’m not sure what it was about since my Russian vocabulary is limited to ‘nostrovia’ 🙂 When we landed the police came aboard, and he was held while everyone else got off the plane. Police didn’t look too happy, and the guy stopped pointing his finger…
After the 13h flight to Moscow it was a 10h flight to NYC. First I watched ‘Blackkklansman’ which was better than I expected. Then I watched ‘Upgrade’ for the second time, which I highly recommend if you haven’t seen it.
The last stretch was 3.5h NYC to PR. Wohooo, made it even though I felt pretty groggy after a day and a half of flying ! Was supposed to go to our new apartment, but got a text as we landed that there is no electricity in the apartment. Luckily our old apartment was still free, and pretty much showered and crashed!
We travelled Bali from Canggu all the way to the northern parts on Thursday. Our friend Rega from Bali took us to some cool spots and answered all of my questions patiently. I can be very curious 🙂
First stop was the best roadside restaurant for pork. I think I had pork prepared in 7 different ways, and after chewing on something tasty & crispy like chips, Rega explained that it was fried intestine. I skipped the slice of liver though…
Visited a Botanical Garden. So peaceful and made me realize how much I miss being in the woods…
Then a stop at this temple. Outside was a sign that asked ladies on their period to stay outside. Apparently we’re considered a bit “dirty” for a holy place while playing bloodsports… Interesting! Luckily I was dressed properly at least 🙂
Made another roadside stop for more pork. Also got to feed some bananas to the wild monkeys wohooo… They were a bit wild though, and one monkey didn’t hesitate to run up from behind and snatch Andrew’s water bottle from his hands hahahaaa…
My favorite was this small hike with 4 different waterfalls. You could jump into 3 of them, and the jumps where 5, 10 and 15 meters. I’m too chicken to jump into anything water-like from heights, but it was fun watching the tough-ones leap the cliffs! The last waterfall was about 40m, and apparently someone jumped from it and died it, so now it’s off limits.
We started at 6am and got back at 9pm. Crashed into bed after an awesome-sauce day of adventures and exploring!
…new possibilities and opportunities 🙂 That was the phrase I’d hear every Monday when I worked in sales a long time ago. Basically just meant sell, sell, sell, and sell some more! I’m actually excited it’s a fresh week because I’ve been feeling pretty shit this weekend with some kind of flu. As a bonus yesterday I got red bumps all over my body from being bit by something. Itching so bad and feeling sorry for myself, I did the “guy” thing. You know, acting like you’re the sickest person in the world, and in soooo much pain and being soooo weak. Hahhaaaaa, sorry guys 😉 Luckily it works, and I guess Andrew felt sorry for me and ran and got me “feel better” stuff 🙂
My sister also left on Saturday. Always feels so empty when you have someone around from morning to night, and all of a sudden they’re gone. My sister and I get along great and had fun shopping, eating, talking, and running around town.
Before the flu got me I managed to pull myself together for some pics and video!
My plan is to be back to normal tomorrow. They always say “You can do whatever you set your mind on” so let’s see if it works! Don’t have time for no more flu because it’s our last week in Bali! Ugh, feels crazy. But got lots of stuff I want to do this week, so fuck off flu!
So, new week, new opportunities and challenges – go get em!
Earlier this week when browsing Instagram I read the words R.I.P Jessica Jaymes. She was a legend in the adult industry, and I worked with Jessica several times, as well as hung out. She was always very kind, and it is hard to take it in that she is no longer with us. This is my favorite picture of us. R.I.P. Jessica, and I’ll remember and cherish our time together!
Wohoooo, one more year of experience and adventures added to my life! I left Bali Friday the 13th on my birthday, and went to the island Nusa Penida right outside of Bali. Cool island with amazing views, cliffs & beaches with turquoise waters, but terrible roads! Almost needed to get my back and neck realigned after riding around the island by car. Saw a a couple crash with their bike, and another couple told us they had a flat tire on their bike 3 times in 2 days!
First nights stay was at a villa made completely out of bamboo. Very cool with toilet (toilet obviously not made out of bamboo) and shower under the skies! The driver got lost getting us there, and what should’ve been a 15min drive from the ferry became 1 hour and 15min. The driver seemed so sure of knowing where the villa was, but after arriving back at the harbor after an hour up in the mountains he agreed to call the place and get directions hahhaaa… Relaxed by the pool and went dining with a newly married couple from Luxembourg. One cool thing about traveling is meeting people across the globe. They convinced us to go to Lebanon, so it’s now on my bucket list of places to visit!
Second day we got picked up at 7.30 and went snorkeling hoping to see Manta Rays. Well, we did spot one and I tried to catch it with my GoPro. Can you see it? Hahahaaaa…
I didn’t get as good of a look as I had hoped, and instead got burned or stung, not sure which one, by jellyfish. Ouch! There was a lot of them and people on the boat got really bad marks. Kind of didn’t want to jump in after that in the other spots because you could see them surrounding the boat. People were jerking around in the water as they got stung/burned one by one. Still cool to see the island from a boat.
After snorkeling we toured the west side of the island, and saw one of the most photographed spots on the island – Kelingking Beach. I probably took 50 pics myself hahahaaa…Would’ve been a 40min hike down to the beach so just checked it out from the above – WOW!
On the East side we checked out Diamond Beach and hiked down. Amazing place! The hike down was no joke, and sometimes there was nothing to hold on to. We were pretty much sliding down on our asses at some spots. Only sure death if you fell down. Luckily we went there late when it wasn’t too crowded and made it down & up in one piece 🙂 It was nice to go swim in the waves to cool down after making it down!
The 2nd night we stayed at this supercool treehouse. From the treehouse you could see Diamond Beach, and I don’t think I’ve ever stayed in a place with a better view! On top of that there was a bright red full moon that someone said will not be seen until 2048 the next time!
BUT, in the morning around 6 o’clock people started to climb the stairs to the treehouse to take pictures. One guy even came up and sat down on the bench right outside our door to watch the sunrise. Since it’s a house in the trees the whole house was swaying as people were going up and down. I got up too because I couldn’t sleep, and checked the sun rise on top of the hill. Around 7.30 I noticed barely any people on the stairs, and wondered what happened. As I went down to shower later I got my explanation LMAO!
A bit cheeky I think since we paid to stay there and then they charge people to take pictures on the stairs. Well, it was still worth it as I think the pictures show!
Really good birthday weekend. When we got back to Bali yesterday we went straight to the airport and picked my sister up who’s now here for almost a week yay!
