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Redesign, Old Friends, LSD…

The blog is looking weird because I’m trying to redesign it. I don’t really have patience for it, so I give it like 10 minutes here and there and not making much progress… But I’ll get there eventually!

Went to Chapultepec park last Sunday for some fresh air. Mostly I was sweating and the whole park is more yellow/brownish than green now because it feels hotter than a Finnish sauna here! Even the dogs had shoes on to protect their paws. Not sure what the goggles were for though…

In the afternoon I finally got to meet Milla’s cat. She claims he’s soooo cute. I’m not totally convinced. He’s no Hunter, but he was playful and fun so that compensates for him being hairless 😉

I had the studio at the school booked and made Ximena patiently model for me while I was trying out different lighting options, settings, patterns, positions etc. So much to figure out and I was totally exhausted after! Here’s a couple of samples…

I got a text from a girl, Sarah, that I met at a wedding in St Barths 10 years ago that she is in Mexico now. I remember her being funny and us getting along so we decided to meet up. At the wedding pre-party I ‘accidentally’ asked the bride’s mom if she liked anal sex (we were all joking around and she was goading me to ask her something shocking) and that almost resulted in me getting kicked out of the wedding. I wrote about it before at another blog I had, anyone here remember the story? Anyways, at the time, Sarah just laughed about it and we actually ended up leaving the wedding and going to a club. So much to catch up over dinner…

Since Sarah is a fitness coach and in great shape we also hit the gym. Great workout and I’m still sore…

We also hit some stores and smoothies…

I always see videos of people’s cats squeezing themself into boxes. Hunter has never been interested until now. I guess this box just fit him perfectly and now he likes to nap in it at times 🙂

Edited this set from the love hotel in Japan, the second set is some of this weeks smuttiness and then me trying to catch a ride on the street 🙂

I have a friend here that is very knowledgeable about all of the many psychedelics. He is regularly invited to ceremonies abroad with tribes of indigenous people. He facilitated a Changa ceremony for me and a friend last year which was amazing. I get all my psychedelics from him. Yesterday I went back and got 2 different LSD microdoses. Popped one right away and felt great rest of the night 🙂

I think this upcoming week will be great. I met a fetish/dom model here last week and she is supercool and this Wednesday we will shoot together 🙂

Meeting a photographer this week that I have asked to shadow/assist to learn more about photography and lighting.

Have more friends coming to town, a birthday party, and hopefully deciding about a moving too 🙂 Utah is the spot now!

OK, going to try design this blog a bit now and maybe next week it will look a bit better 🙂 Or not… My food intake has been pretty healthy this week, but then this Cheesecake happened hahahaaa…

Go be amazing or tell someone else they’re amazing!

XXX Puma

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Bit Of This and That…

Started my week popping by Tatiana and getting my third and final set of NCTF injections. I sometimes wonder how I’d look if I would’ve stayed all natural? No lip fillers, tattooed eyebrows, lower face lift, Botox and whatever other injections I’ve had, and what color would my natural hair actually be? Too late to wonder about that, will just keep injecting, lasering, lifting, cutting and coloring hahahhaaa…

Had to catch up on a lot of work. Custom orders and the regular smut 🙂

As I’ve said before, Hunter likes to be involved and it’s not always helpful. Here he just planted himself in the middle of the shot and we had to take a 5 min break to pet him and finally convince him to pick another spot…

Had another class of lighting. So much fun to learn and it’s amazing how much you can change the feel of a photo with different lighting. We also practiced copying the lighting from different shots. I picked a photo of one of my favorites directors, Quentin Tarantino!

Some selfies from this week. I bought this awesome hair cap from Japan….

And this weeks pics of Hunter. He thought my bra was a perfect headrest hahahaa…

A couple of more shots from my shoot at the love hotel in Tokyo 🙂

Yesterday I came across my mushroom micro-dose pills. Decided to take one. Normally I don’t feel anything from them, but yesterday I felt it kick in. Had a good feeling and then later I got huge munchies and had to order pizza and snacks. Only overdid by a little on the sugar ratio LOL…

I did go to the gym too but forgot to take pics as proof, so you just have to take my word for it. That’s pretty much all I had going for me this week. Next week I have more work, school, and gym planned. How about you?

XXX Puma

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Baking, shooting, taming my mane…

This is my 4th week eating pretty much paleo. My biggest goal has been to stop eating refined sugars, candy and chips. I do crave treats though, so I’ve been baking. It’s kind of relaxing and then you get to feast! I could finish the dough alone and not even bake them hahhaaaa…

Tried a new photographer/videographer this week and we shot some super cool stuff. Got plans for some more creative psychedelic-like shoots, and I think we’ll be creating some amazeballs things together 🙂 Only got these so far…

Then Ximena shot my weekly naughty content 🙂 Do you believe in psychics? I know this psychic lady in LA that I’ve seen a couple of times and it’s crazy how accurate she is. I’ll write about it another time and tell you 🙂

Making a new mushroom jacket 🙂

Finally had to succumb and go see Angel to cut my hair. It looked like it had been electrocuted while a lawnmower ran over the ends.

Went back the next day and sorted out a manicure and pedicure…

Lunch with Sanna who is a Swedish chica living here in Mexico too. She is a really good artist and we discussed if she should paint me.

Another day, another microdose…

I borrowed a projector from a friend for my shoot and also played some cat videos for Hunter. Just the popcorn missing…

While on the topic Hunter…

Gym and mostly me in pink…

Sent this to Masha who is almost a full Doctor now. This actually happened to me in Sweden one time when I was going in for a check-up of the ‘taco’. The doctor even gave me a mirror so I could follow along hahahhaaaa…

This week is my birthday wohoooo! I’m going to the woods overnight and also doing a small get together with some friends 🙂

Now another cappuccino and some reading. I wish you a fabulous day/night and upcoming week!

XXX Puma

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Can’t report any…

particular amazingness from this past week. Just feels like I did the same sh*t as always, the week passed, and now we’re in September 🙂 Which reminds me that my birthday is coming up September 13th wohoooo! I’ve already made plans to be in the woods and shroom hahahaa…

Gym business got taken care of. A necessity for me to feel good in my head even more so than in my body. Excess energy needs to be drained…

The usual stuff…

And siestas with Hunter because that’s just how we roll 🙂

Got a bit creative yesterday and asked to borrow my friends pool to test some stuff out. Will see how it turns out. A couple of behind the scenes pics…

Tried a new microdose and really liked it…

Also an article was published about me and Psychonaut Explorer on Canvas Rebel. Here’s the link if you want to read more – https://canvasrebel.com/meet-puma-swede/

I think that pretty much covers the week. Got a Paleo baking recipe book so I plan to bake some later today. Also planning a trip to Colombia in October, but otherwise just hanging out locally. How cool are my coffee mugs?

You be you because I’m already taken 😉

XXX Puma

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Microdosing

I’m off to Oaxaca tomorrow so I thought that I’d caffeinate myself and get this post up today instead.

I told you I’d write about my microdose experiences, and this is a bit of a journal of the mental expedition my mind did the last few times I microdosed. 

10 seeds from the flower Ipomoea Corymbosa

What would make my life perfect? Or like what is a perfect life for me. How happy am I? Where and how would I live? What would I be doing with my time? What do I enjoy doing the most now? I have been pondering on these questions since then and my conclusion (for the moment) is at the end.   

When microdosing or tripping on a larger dose, my thoughts usually involve nature and how much I love being outdoors. Either in the woods or having access to a lake/ocean. I usually think that is something I need to prioritize in my life. I start thinking that I should live in the woods or on the beach. When I then start thinking on how to make it happen, it turns out that a Tarzan-like lifestyle sounds amazing, but I realize pretty quickly that I’d get bored. I obviously go to the extremes in my plans to live completely remote, self sustained etc… So where’s the middle ground in all of this?

I think about how I use my time. Sometimes I fantasize that I shouldn’t have any ‘musts’ in my life. I can just wake up and be free to do whatever I want without thinking about earning or needing money. My thoughts go to painting, photography, and reading… I realized that I do enjoy being in front of the camera and creating content though. If I did all of my hobbies, just for fun, I think I would feel unfulfilled. I need some ‘musts’ in my life to be able to enjoy doing the things that are more of a hobby. 

My mind can bounce to shallow things like my looks. One minute I’m all self-loving and accept myself just as I am. But I don’t accept myself thaaaat much, that I would give up on Botox. Other times I feel that I need to do all I can to look my best and consider eyelid surgery and if it’s too late for me to get butt implants hahhaaaa…

I consider how important social media is in my life. I think I’d feel more liberated if I didn’t feel the need to take pics or have to post as much. 

Things… Sometimes I imagine a life with only the necessary things that I really need. But in reality I’m a bit of a hoarder. I love things. Tacky and kitsch, shiny and bright, weird and of no use at all…

Money… How much money is enough? Is my happiness tied to money? Sometimes I feel like a minimalist and that I’m good as is. Other times I fantasize about having millions. Or even billions and plot plans how to achieve that.. 

For now I have come up with something that I think would be the perfect life with maxed out happiness. I would buy a farm of some kind. I would rescue animals and invite people who needed relaxation, presence of animals, and nature to come and visit. The place would also function as a psychedelic retreat for cosmic astronauts 🙂

Psilocybin

Sooo, who else is a cosmic astronaut here?

Very excited to go to Oaxaca tomorrow. Heard so much about it. In Spanish August is Agosto, but because the mushrooms grow now they call it Hongosto. My hope is to go and pick shrooms while I’m there 🙂 I just need a guide to tell which ones I can actually consume 🙂

XXX Puma

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No rest for the ones…

…who like to max out life 🙂

First get the work done, and if work includes skimpy outfits, even better 🙂

Hard to get there, but always a rewarding feeling when done at the gym!

I also felt that I’ve had a tight back, so I went to see the physical therapist. It was so painful to be massaged on some spots, so he suggested dry needling. Never done it and I don’t like needles. Not very pleasant, but damn it felt good afterwards! Going back for more next week 🙂 Look at the video if you have a needle fetish 😉

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My hair required some deep treatment so like always, Angel took care of it.

Right before I took off to Sweden, I went to a store close to where I live. I’ve never been there because I thought they only sold lamps. One day I decided to go in and check it out since I pass it a lot. Started to talk with the owner and she’s selling all kinds of fun stuff there. Also clothing. Long story short, I showed her my stuff and she asked me if she can have some items in her store. I gave her some jackets, tops and pants. When I got back from Sweden she texted and said she almost sold everything I gave her. Wohoooo, that’s so cool. So now I’m working on some Mexican themed jackets among other things to give her 🙂

And Hunter felt it was necessary for him to be present and ‘help’ out…

Some friends have been visiting Mexico city too. A really fun couple and their kids from Puerto Rico. On Friday us girls dressed up and went to see the ‘Barbie’ movie. So much fun 🙂

Afterwards we ended up at Chucky Cheese. I love playing their games! Apparently I don’t fit into child seats/chair or whatever they’re called anymore…

Then a late night dinner and the orange wig gave up…

And there’s always coffee and selfies…

Had dinner with Sabrina and her husband too. We are planning some fun things together 🙂 To be revealed soon…

And leftovers…

This about concludes it. Oh, microdosed a couple of times too. Will write a separate post about it because I got some interesting thoughts from it 🙂 OK, let’s see what next week brings on 🙂

XXX Puma

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Good week :)

It was a busy week where I got good work done, exercised, shot content, and tried to take time off to read and create. Someone sent this to me and it was a good reminder that it is important to have a day or at least some time off…

One day I managed to do one booty/leg class at Commando and then hit the Crossfit gym with Dyana. My poor legs felt like overcooked spaghetti after 🙂

Hopped in some skimpy outfits and got some content done…

I love these two vintage tops that I finished for Psychonaut Explorer. I love clothing from the 60’s and 70’s 🙂 And mushrooms LOL…

Yesterday I went with Angel to Cinderella’s house for some pizza. I’m impressed that I managed a whole night speaking Spanish with them. Sure, there was some Spanglish and Google translator app used, but I would have understood nada a year ago 🙂

Hunter thought my dress made the perfect ‘tent’ for him to chill under before I left.

And if (more like when) I take a nap this is his spot…

Not sure what the rest of the day will bring, but I hope to finish a book, try some new fabric paint, and maybe microdose 🙂 I feel excited about the upcoming weeks. Got a lot of interesting stuff in the works and I have a great feeling about it 🙂

I now keep track of what happens at the Mycelia Retreat https://www.myceliajm.com/ in Jamaica, and I saw they have an upcoming retreat in July with a discount. Look at our amazing group shot in the middle 🙂

OK, need one more Cappuccino now 🙂 Enjoy your day and remember to chill!

Hugs, Puma

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Visitors, robbed & party…

So much has happened and I haven’t had the time to check in here. Now I have a big cup of coffee and a few hours before Masha from Russia arrives here in Mexico, so here we go 🙂

I wrote this yesterday, but then I thought it was a great idea to micro-dose. The thing was that it actually didn’t hit me like a micro-dose, but I had to lie down and enjoy the ride for a couple of hours LOL. And then Masha was here, and never had time to add the photos and post this yesterday. Now Monday and let’s try this again!

I only knew Día de Muertos – Day of the Dead was a big holiday here. I was recommended the Pixar movie ‘Coco’, that shows what the holiday is about. Super good movie and I learned about the ‘ofrenda’. In short it is an altar, big or small, where pictures of the deceased are placed so they can find their way to you on the Day of the Dead. You also place their favorite foods, treats, drinks etc to make them feel welcome. Also you place the bright orange marigold flowers that is the flower of the dead. Families make them at their homes and there are public ones too. I thought it was such a nice idea, so I created a simple one at home. I included Mom & Dad, our rottweilers, and Molle, a horse I took care of when I was younger. I placed candy, flowers, and a candle there too 🙂 This is a couple of days later and now I need magnets so I can put these photos on the refrigerator 🙂

And my Halloween costumes.

Some pics from the city when walking around during Día de Muertos. Very beautiful and a lot of people out! Even the ladies at the check out at the supermarket were dressed up 🙂

My friend Linda arrived the day after. So great to have friends and family over. And yes, she brought candy from Sweden too 🙂 We had a very busy and active week where we checked out the city, downtown, worked out, wine & dined, and an excursion to one of my favorite places here – Boxque Teva. Wrote about it before. Like a hobbit town for adults.

Well, before we got going we decided to eat brunch. It was me, Linda and Andrew. I usually carry a small bag around my waist. Decided to place it on top of my backpack that I placed about 1meter from our table leaning against the wall. Long story short, one older guy in a suit pretends to drop his wallet, keys, and coins right by my feet. When we look, the other guy grabs my purse and takes off. We realized a bit too late what had happened. Police came quickly and people were helpful in helping to translate what had happened. Luckily Andrew had my phone and I had my computer with me in my backpack. I blocked all cards right away and luckily my bank had stopped their attempts to retrieve money and make payments. That within 5 minutes of getting ahold of my wallet.

When we finally settled everything we ordered an Uber to Boxque Teva about 45min on the outskirts Mexico City. Linda pointed out that the Uber was running out of gas. The gas light was blinking. The driver didn’t seem concerned though so we relaxed. When we were in the woods, the car suddenly dies. Luckily it was only10 minutes walking, uphill though, but we made it 🙂 Fingers crossed the Uber driver made it too 🙂

The next morning we walked along the main road there. Such cool houses and surroundings.

We came to a park entrance and met these 2 ladies in a house there. They told us they were park security. They invited us inside and offered us some food. They where so nice and I gave them mine and Linda’s Pussitive hats. Explained to them it is my ‘tetas’ on the picture on the hat and they seemed to appreciate to wear my titties on their head hahahaaaa…

Some more pics from Linda’s visit…

Made Linda model some Pussitive gear too before I let her fly back to Sweden.

Last week was all about catching up on work. More Pussitive stuff. I love this jumpsuit with the text TRIPPY 🙂

Shot a bunch for Onlyfans…

Catching up in the gym. I really like pushing and dragging the sledge. Imagine my legs and booty growing while I’m at it!

On Friday there was a small get together and we where invited by a couple at the gym. First time at this place Jardin Paraiso. Super cool place and it got packed.

I consider myself a great partier, but these Mexicans we were with, took it to another level. Hard to keep up, but they were all great fun. We were the first one to leave, and I felt like an amateur. If I’d stayed longer, I’m pretty sure I would’ve spent all day yesterday in fetal position LOL… I was able to cure my hungover with 1 Ibuprofen and a hamburger yesterday 🙂

Here’s som cats & dogs for you too. So many cute ones here. My favorite is this guy with this kitty in his backpack. Threw in a squirrel in there too that was cute 🙂

And yesterday I finished the book ‘Dune’. I loved it! Lmk if you have other great sci-fi reads to recommend!

Masha just texted that she’s boarding in Florida. Going to be so much fun having here here. We got a volcano hike and sweat lodge trips planned for next week 🙂

How are you doing? Remember, don’t try to blend in – stand out!

Kisses, Puma

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