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Redesign, Old Friends, LSD…

The blog is looking weird because I’m trying to redesign it. I don’t really have patience for it, so I give it like 10 minutes here and there and not making much progress… But I’ll get there eventually!

Went to Chapultepec park last Sunday for some fresh air. Mostly I was sweating and the whole park is more yellow/brownish than green now because it feels hotter than a Finnish sauna here! Even the dogs had shoes on to protect their paws. Not sure what the goggles were for though…

In the afternoon I finally got to meet Milla’s cat. She claims he’s soooo cute. I’m not totally convinced. He’s no Hunter, but he was playful and fun so that compensates for him being hairless 😉

I had the studio at the school booked and made Ximena patiently model for me while I was trying out different lighting options, settings, patterns, positions etc. So much to figure out and I was totally exhausted after! Here’s a couple of samples…

I got a text from a girl, Sarah, that I met at a wedding in St Barths 10 years ago that she is in Mexico now. I remember her being funny and us getting along so we decided to meet up. At the wedding pre-party I ‘accidentally’ asked the bride’s mom if she liked anal sex (we were all joking around and she was goading me to ask her something shocking) and that almost resulted in me getting kicked out of the wedding. I wrote about it before at another blog I had, anyone here remember the story? Anyways, at the time, Sarah just laughed about it and we actually ended up leaving the wedding and going to a club. So much to catch up over dinner…

Since Sarah is a fitness coach and in great shape we also hit the gym. Great workout and I’m still sore…

We also hit some stores and smoothies…

I always see videos of people’s cats squeezing themself into boxes. Hunter has never been interested until now. I guess this box just fit him perfectly and now he likes to nap in it at times 🙂

Edited this set from the love hotel in Japan, the second set is some of this weeks smuttiness and then me trying to catch a ride on the street 🙂

I have a friend here that is very knowledgeable about all of the many psychedelics. He is regularly invited to ceremonies abroad with tribes of indigenous people. He facilitated a Changa ceremony for me and a friend last year which was amazing. I get all my psychedelics from him. Yesterday I went back and got 2 different LSD microdoses. Popped one right away and felt great rest of the night 🙂

I think this upcoming week will be great. I met a fetish/dom model here last week and she is supercool and this Wednesday we will shoot together 🙂

Meeting a photographer this week that I have asked to shadow/assist to learn more about photography and lighting.

Have more friends coming to town, a birthday party, and hopefully deciding about a moving too 🙂 Utah is the spot now!

OK, going to try design this blog a bit now and maybe next week it will look a bit better 🙂 Or not… My food intake has been pretty healthy this week, but then this Cheesecake happened hahahaaa…

Go be amazing or tell someone else they’re amazing!

XXX Puma

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Psychedelics

I often take lsd or mushrooms in various dosages. I personally believe in the benefits of these substances and expanding the mind. I also think there is huge difference betweens psychedelic ‘medicine’, and drugs like cocaine that doesn’t offer you anything beneficial other than sobering up or feeling great at the moment. Same thing with alcohol really. It’s widely accepted for people to get drunk, and consider how many lives are affected and ruined by it. I research, read a lot, and have great respect for psychedelics. I don’t write this as an encouragement, just sharing my opinions and experiences.

I know a native Mexican guy here who has a lot of experience in this field and has published studies about different medicines and psychedelics. I have been curious for a long time about DMT and he facilitated a Changa ceremony for me and a friend.

https://psychedelicspotlight.com/ says this about the Changa – ‘Changa is a smokeable mixture containing the psychoactive substance dimethyltryptamine (DMT).’

I felt relaxed the morning of the ceremony. Only drank water and didn’t eat anything. We met at 10am and talked about the ceremony. We first got some rapé that had a very calming effect. It is blown through a pipe up in your nose.

Image and text by https://vse-o-tattoo.ru/

Rape is a “sacred tobacco” used by shamans in the Amazon region. It is also known as Hapay or Hapi. The ancient Mayan and Inca cultures used rapé in their rituals. For what purpose? It was believed that in this way they could connect with the Great Spirit and draw energy from it, called Yushibu (the power of creativity and creation).

Then we lied down and got some eye drops from a plant that grows by a river in the Amazons. That was the hardest part. It stings so bad and you were not allowed to rub your eyes. It got better and passed in about 2-3min. I believe this part of the ceremony has something to do with the river water somehow transporting the spirits inside your body. Not 100% sure since it was a lot to take in…

Then there was the protection of tobacco blown over our bodies. Also rubbing our arms and belly with some powder. Then holding hands and asking for the spirits to guide the way. Then it was time to smoke the Changa he had prepared for us. He blows the smoke through a glass pipe and you inhale, hold it down and breathe it out. On my 3rd inhale everything in the room started to morph heavily. After the 4th inhale I immediately felt like I had to close my eyes and lie down. He then placed a cloth over our eyes. It’s hard to describe it to make sense. I saw a native Indian chief at first. Then moving mandalas. Then came the spirits that felt ancient and mixed with different animals. They surrounded me and it was so very beautiful. I wasn’t scared, but it felt intense. Then it started to lose its’ strength and the visuals became less and less. I started crying. Not out of sadness, more like a relief. I think it all lasted for about 5 minutes. It was such a powerful experience and I spent the rest of the day just relaxing and thinking about what was shown to me… I am convinced I will do it again.

I will make another blog post about other stuff I did last week too 🙂 Just feel that this one deserved it’s own post.

XXX Puma

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Website, visitors, excitement!

FINALLY! www.psychonautexplorer.com is live. I still have a lot of clothing to add on it, but it’s at least viewable and shop-able 🙂 Giving myself a pat on the shoulder as I’m writing this 😉

Other than working on the website, ‘regular’ work had to be shot and videos to be made.

You know you work hard when a shoe comes apart in the middle of shooting…

I had my friends Laura and George come visit for a few days. I known Laura from when I first got into the adult business. She used to work for Naughty America and we have stayed friends since. Now we’ve been working on a superfun NFT project together. When it becomes more finalized, I’ll share some more with you. But it’s going to be trippy, hilarious, creative and awesome! Just a small little sample…

We ran around Mexico City and I also took them to my favorite spot Boxque Teva. Visited an old monastery up in the woods the next day…

More of us… We met up with Sabrina one day and just look how happy Laura is hahahaaa…. They also had an October Fest celebration here in CDMX. We went and downed beer and stuffed ourselves with various sausages and sauerkraut!

Then I had a 24h food poisoning and could barely move for a day. But now I’m feeling great and been hitting some good workouts!

The other day I microdosed on LSD with a couple of friends. It was great being outdoors and we finished off by getting a sound bath. I only tried it once before, but there also was a gong and I think it interrupted the flow of the sound bath. This session was amazing though. I felt like I was totally lost in it, only flowing with the sounds. Will definitely do this again!

Here are some more pics of when I’m out and about doing who knows what 😉

I’m also waiting for something very eagerly! I hope to get ‘it’ this upcoming week. Hopefully in my next blog I can show you!

Hope you are great and doing your thing, whatever it is 🙂 This sums me up pretty good except that I’m pretty proud of it 🙂

Kisses, Puma